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Nov. 1st, 2004 @ 04:38 pm
:-( so from what i hear from jackie, zack cut all his hair off ::sigh:: i guess ill just have to like him for his personality now...lol

oh and dotn be suprised if i get arrested one of these days fro jumping over the counter and strangling juan...lol

Oct. 31st, 2004 @ 01:30 am
::sigh:: yup that basically sums it all up.

so u knoe that email i sent ralphy last week well he wrote me back a few days ago and you know what....ralpy and teddy broke up. yea i was and still am wicked sad. probably more than they are. and i think that mostly has to do with the fact that im good friends with both of them. and theyve only been together for liek what 3 years, well minus those 2 weeks they broke up a couple years ago. they were also so perfect for eachother..oh well whatcha guna do. god if i was selfish i would just tell ralphy to come home and go to Hartt since he now has to find an apartment and stuff.

so i gues grandma is having a hard time. shes already lost all of her hair and her wig isnt working. mom gets really sad when she talks to her. i havent talked to her on the phone since my birthday and i dont know if i can. imafraid that shes not her happy-go-lucky self and that scares me. maybe ill try on one of her good days this week. i do miss her a lot and i jsut want to tell her i love her.

me, alex, and jackie went on a tour through cedar hill cemetary. i swear i degress to the age of 12 when i go by dad, which we had to do twice bc the tour began and ended at the mosilium. i put a packet of skittles in between the mums by his head stone, which now that i think of it is actually a foot stone...lol. and ive noticed that i get this nervous feeling when im in the cemetary, well until i get to dad then i relax a bit. sometimes i jsut miss him so much that i cant even explain. and for some reason ive been thinking and talking about him even more than usual.

still no progress in the whole zack situation. and u know what. it sucks as when u have that want to just snuggle with some one and then have a some one in mind yet u cant do anything about it...arg! and i think half the problem is is that when it comes to guys i find cute i get shy and from what i hear from anna he's kinda shy..so 2 shys = little to no progress..lol.

but yea theres a bunch of other stuff i want to write about but im just so tired and its so late and im trying to figure out why im even still up. so good night!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

Oct. 28th, 2004 @ 10:45 pm
who thinks it would be totaly strange of me to go n the latern tour of cedar hill cemetary tomorrow nite? like i want to on one hand bc it would be something fun for me, jackie, and alex to do besides watching movies. but on the other my dad is buried there along with his best friend, courts mom, and quite a few other people that i knew.

OH IDEA!! maybe...just maybe...i can get jaun to go and zack...uh oh...go me!!!! lol wow im pathetic...lol

Oct. 27th, 2004 @ 11:00 pm
HAHA! i finally understand showtimes series schedule. so it goes the l word > queer as folk > dead like me > huff. so dead like me has its season finale this weekend and then next weekend huff starts. so then in february the l word and then qaf starts in may....i get it!!! ok now back to work

Oct. 26th, 2004 @ 11:56 pm
HOLY CRAP!! well i knew that The OC came out on dvd today...but both mix 2 and 3 came out today also!! There goes a $100 to The Oc..lol

Oct. 26th, 2004 @ 11:51 pm
so i heart huckabees was awesome!!
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i saw zack today :-D
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court stopped by for a bit bc i was making cookies and she wanted some...lol
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i'm using edward scissorhands as my halloween icon...thanks to jonathan helping me make a decision :-D
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that is all :-P
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: sunday morning-maroon 5....another decision i had jonathan make for me

the week ahead of me Oct. 24th, 2004 @ 11:48 pm
monday:
-soc paper due as well as thesis for semester project
-government outline due
-6:30-8 my brownie troop
-maybe getting my desk

tuesday:
-field work journal due in ed
-i heart huckabees after class with jackie and alex
-The OC on DVD!!!!

wednsday:
-old navy and baking cookies with jackie

thursday:
-paper due in ed
-communications review 3 due
-the UCA halloween party HOLLA!!
-one week till the OC!!!

friday:
-yoga/pilates/movie night with jackie and alex

saturday:
-lyman orchirds and pie baking with jackie

sunday:
-HALLOWEEN!!
-Carolyn's birthday!!

and maybe at some point in the week juan will work his matching up magic :-D

Oct. 24th, 2004 @ 01:18 am
so my random cd of the nite was going tobe 98 degrees-revelation but then it almost like killed my cd drive by making it spin so fast that i thought it was going to take off. now i must find a new one..hmmm too bad nsync-home for christmas isnt up here

Oct. 22nd, 2004 @ 04:21 pm
"Do my feelings show
Is my face aglow
Isn't it obvious?

That I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I'm feeling like a little girl
Caught up in emotions
I'm out of control
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Suddenly these emotions are in control of my heart
Can you see it in my eyes
Every glance, every smile must give me away
And I feel so much I can't hide"

Oct. 21st, 2004 @ 06:19 pm
it has been conformed. Zee boys name is Zack!! sweet! i cant wait till tomorrow bc im going in with jackie and we get to see both of Zee boys we like..holla!! and i REALLY cant wait for next weekend when me, jackie, and alex do our pilates/yoga/movie night. it is going to be soooo much fun. and the 3 of us are gunna go to see i heart huckabees on tuesday after school :-D
Current Mood: giddygiddy
Current Music: your everything//keith urban (in my head)
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